I wouldn't say that running is a passion for me. I would say that it is a love-like relationship though. Some days I really can't wait to go for a run and other days I just go and like my run. One thing that I love about running is the time I get with God. He seems to really poor thoughts and ideas, visions and dreams while we are running together. Maybe it is the fresh air, or the sky or the trees or just the fact that He gave me a body that is able to run. Whatever it is, I get clarity from Him while we are running.
Yesterday was a special day though that doesn't happen always that you need to hear about...
As I headed out on a beautiful day, I started to feel a heaviness; condemnation, accusation, that sort of heaviness. Thoughts of disqualification, "who are you to think that you can...". I think you know those thoughts. Those thoughts flowed for 15 minutes or so until I took authority in Christ over them and cast them out. I then began a conversation with my running partner, God, about why, about truth and is He really real...
As I was running along this path I noticed that as the wind blew through the trees, here and there, some leaves were falling. I asked God to show me that He is real by allowing me to catch a leaf as it was falling! I know, what was I thinking, but you know, God can do that if He wants. So as I ran I could see leaves falling ahead of me but nothing remotely close to me. So what does a human do? I began to hedge my bets, I said, "God I don't really need to catch a leaf to know you are real, it's OK if you don't want to do that." Me of little faith! In a stern voice I heard, open your palms to me. OK, so I am now running with my palms up. "You are my son, know that I am God, I will provide what you need." Very powerful. I understand that faith is what I need...
So I keep running and make my turn and as I do, the song "Be the Center" comes on my Ipod and God says, this is for you. It is a powerful song, "be the fire in my heart", "the wind in these sails", "the reason that I live". God says, listen to this song, its for you, look around, the sky, the trees, the air, creation, it is all for you! I am in tears, it's true, He is real and I don't need a leaf to prove it...
As the song nears the end and God has blessed me with this incredible sense of His presence and His love, He says one last thing to me. When this song ends I will provide you with your leaf, raise you hand and the leaf will be given to you. Yeah, that was my thought too, I don't need it, I just experienced you in a huge way. But that isn't how God rolls! I thought, well I will raise my hand up and pluck off a leaf from a tree that is hanging over the path. But as I look ahead I don't see any branches that are low enough, so I trust that He will provide it...
As the song ends, I do as instructed, I reach up in the air with my right hand, no branches in reach, but there, as I reach, is one single brown leaf, suspended in mid-air by a single spider web that has dropped down 10ft from the trees above...
I nearly dropped to my knees...He is God...He is Real...Look for Him today...
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
The Gospel of Sin Management
Sin management. Have you heard this term before? I came across it a couple years ago and have found it to be true of the modern church Sunday morning service. It was how I operated for most of my Christian journey. You know, I am merely a sinner, saved by grace, not perfect just forgiven and any other clever saying associated with a bumper sticker or bracelet you can by at the Christian bookstore. Sin management implies that as a Christian I am now somehow supposed to stop sinning, and manage it so as to not get into trouble, to be a good boy and don't blow it. But what it really is, is fear and guilt, "what if I screw this up", "oh, I screwed up, I am such an idiot". Have you been there, does this resonate in your brain?
So my question was this, "Is this really what Jesus came for, to heal the blind and raise people from the dead for, to be beaten and die for. All so I could be forgiven? Don't get me wrong we need that forgiveness, we need the Cross and what it represents. What I want to know is are we acknowledging the work of the Resurrection and the Ascension? You remember those right, the two other major works of Christ that we seem to only talk about on Easter Sunday. Jesus was raised from the freaking' dead and appeared to his people and ate with them and then while they are standing together ascends into heaven to sit at the right hand of the Father! And the same Spirit that raised Jesus from the dead and the same Spirit that ascended into heaven lives in me, in you if you choose to believe in Jesus as Lord. That is incredible news.
So how do you break the grips of sin management, and live free? Well go to scripture, read Isaiah 61:1 then go read Luke 4:14-21. Read John 8:32, John 8:36, and Galatians 5:1 to name a few.
Friends, eternal life in Christ is available today. Not when you get to heaven, NOW, today you are eternal you are no longer a sinner saved by grace, you are a son or daughter of God who sometimes sins. You are so much more than who you think you are in Gods eyes. His love for you and who you are unimaginable to you and me and I can't wait to see heaven and live there, but until then we must embrace the FREEDOM Christ came to give us, all of it, forgiveness, new life, his power. Look through the scriptures and see what he calls you, he says you are a saint, you are righteous, seriously go look!
I know this will cause some of you to not read this blog anymore because sin management is comfortable to you, it gives you control. Your life is manageable, you are being a good boy or a good girl. But are you really living? "All men die, not every man really lives." Sin management lead me to be very judgmental of all people especially Christians. I was the Pharisee in Luke 18 who thanked God that I wasn't like others, go read it please, if you read nothing else go read Luke 18:9-14. See which person you are. If you find yourself a pharisee, do what I did, repent and ask God for that forgiveness that we talked about and then live Free.
Jesus said, "But Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it..."
Have you found your life yet? If so, are you willing to lose it to find it?
So my question was this, "Is this really what Jesus came for, to heal the blind and raise people from the dead for, to be beaten and die for. All so I could be forgiven? Don't get me wrong we need that forgiveness, we need the Cross and what it represents. What I want to know is are we acknowledging the work of the Resurrection and the Ascension? You remember those right, the two other major works of Christ that we seem to only talk about on Easter Sunday. Jesus was raised from the freaking' dead and appeared to his people and ate with them and then while they are standing together ascends into heaven to sit at the right hand of the Father! And the same Spirit that raised Jesus from the dead and the same Spirit that ascended into heaven lives in me, in you if you choose to believe in Jesus as Lord. That is incredible news.
So how do you break the grips of sin management, and live free? Well go to scripture, read Isaiah 61:1 then go read Luke 4:14-21. Read John 8:32, John 8:36, and Galatians 5:1 to name a few.
Friends, eternal life in Christ is available today. Not when you get to heaven, NOW, today you are eternal you are no longer a sinner saved by grace, you are a son or daughter of God who sometimes sins. You are so much more than who you think you are in Gods eyes. His love for you and who you are unimaginable to you and me and I can't wait to see heaven and live there, but until then we must embrace the FREEDOM Christ came to give us, all of it, forgiveness, new life, his power. Look through the scriptures and see what he calls you, he says you are a saint, you are righteous, seriously go look!
I know this will cause some of you to not read this blog anymore because sin management is comfortable to you, it gives you control. Your life is manageable, you are being a good boy or a good girl. But are you really living? "All men die, not every man really lives." Sin management lead me to be very judgmental of all people especially Christians. I was the Pharisee in Luke 18 who thanked God that I wasn't like others, go read it please, if you read nothing else go read Luke 18:9-14. See which person you are. If you find yourself a pharisee, do what I did, repent and ask God for that forgiveness that we talked about and then live Free.
Jesus said, "But Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it..."
Have you found your life yet? If so, are you willing to lose it to find it?
Cubs and God
Thought I would share my weekend experience with you. We spent the weekend in Chicago with family and really had an awesome time. My brother Chris and soon to be brother in law Scott went to a Cubs game on Saturday, which was my first experience at Wrigley Field. What a great place! So much baseball history. Something I don't talk about a lot is that one of the things that I really enjoy is experiencing places or things with history. I get wrapped up in thinking about who has been there, who walked in the same place I am now walking. That kinda stuff. As I sat in my seat Saturday at Wrigley I wondered who had sat in the same seat I was sitting in. What great memories people experienced who had been to previous games. I know, maybe I put to much thought into it. But as I said, I enjoy it.
So where does God come in, you are asking yourself! Well I experienced Him in several ways that day.
The first was the weather, wow, what a beautiful day, blue sky, lots of sun, not to hot, not to cool, just right. We arrived at the game a couple hours early and I am always amazed at the real "community" that is found at sporting events. I mean, people sharing stories, talking about their week, high fiving, lots of smiles and relationship is taking place. Why? My theory is that people are gathered around a common cause, they are rooting for the same team, a common bond, they are fans. Which is another way I saw God, He designed us for relationship. You know, I wish the church was like that, don't you, could you imagine what it would be like if you just showed up on Sunday or whatever day and just shared time together, no agenda, just a common cause, rooting for the same team, talking about your week, high fiving, lots of smiles. Wow that sounds a lot like the "church" I read about in Acts. Hanging out at each others homes, praying with each other, sharing meals, fun, struggles and success. What happened...?
I enjoyed hanging out with Chris and Scott, talking and laughing, meeting new people. I met several people that day, Scott, Adam, Joshua, Mary, Jason all really nice people. Joshua asked me what I did for a living and I told him I was a missionary in full time ministry, he shared with me his journey with God, or in his case a lack there of. But he was honest with me and shared what he thought about God, he told me his brother was a believer but he just wasn't there yet. I just listened and let God work through me. Mary and Jason were a married couple with two kids, a boy and a girl they lived in the suburbs of Chicago. Jason asked me what I did after a few minutes of talking and I told him the same thing I told Joshua, he had a hard time understanding that because I was drinking a beer, he was under the impression that a "God person" wasn't allowed to drink. And we talked through that. He and Mary and I, over a beer, went on with our conversation and I asked Mary how Jason was doing as a husband (I tend to go deep not wide), she said some of the spark had gone away, they have been married 10 years, and he agreed. I asked him if he remembered what it was like when they first met and how he pursued her and called her multiple times a day and couldn't wait to be with her and how she responded to his pursuit. He did and I said to Mary would you like to be with that guy again and she just lit up in the afternoon sun. I asked Mary if she remembered how she used to "responded" to him when he pursued? She said "oh I used to be pretty wild with him". I said why do you say "used to". "Oh, I am just not like that anymore", Mary answered. I asked, why? No answer, I said you still are, IF you want to be. I suggested that she had made to many agreements about who she is now. It was a wonderful, rich and deep conversation, I have no clue if God through me was able to make a difference in their lives that day but I know that they are looking at each other differently and looking at God differently. I learned that people want to "go there" if you do. I think humans have a desire and an openness to God, to Jesus. I think as believers we keep our faith undercover unless we feel really comfortable sharing it or if we are in a "place" we "aren't" supposed to be. Jesus was always in places he wasn't supposed to be, sharing the Fathers love. I also discovered that people who have a couple beers in them are more open as well!
God is everywhere folks, Cubs games, pubs, church, etc. He resides in you as a believer and wherever you take Him and share Him with others you are doing your part for the Kingdom...
So where does God come in, you are asking yourself! Well I experienced Him in several ways that day.
The first was the weather, wow, what a beautiful day, blue sky, lots of sun, not to hot, not to cool, just right. We arrived at the game a couple hours early and I am always amazed at the real "community" that is found at sporting events. I mean, people sharing stories, talking about their week, high fiving, lots of smiles and relationship is taking place. Why? My theory is that people are gathered around a common cause, they are rooting for the same team, a common bond, they are fans. Which is another way I saw God, He designed us for relationship. You know, I wish the church was like that, don't you, could you imagine what it would be like if you just showed up on Sunday or whatever day and just shared time together, no agenda, just a common cause, rooting for the same team, talking about your week, high fiving, lots of smiles. Wow that sounds a lot like the "church" I read about in Acts. Hanging out at each others homes, praying with each other, sharing meals, fun, struggles and success. What happened...?
I enjoyed hanging out with Chris and Scott, talking and laughing, meeting new people. I met several people that day, Scott, Adam, Joshua, Mary, Jason all really nice people. Joshua asked me what I did for a living and I told him I was a missionary in full time ministry, he shared with me his journey with God, or in his case a lack there of. But he was honest with me and shared what he thought about God, he told me his brother was a believer but he just wasn't there yet. I just listened and let God work through me. Mary and Jason were a married couple with two kids, a boy and a girl they lived in the suburbs of Chicago. Jason asked me what I did after a few minutes of talking and I told him the same thing I told Joshua, he had a hard time understanding that because I was drinking a beer, he was under the impression that a "God person" wasn't allowed to drink. And we talked through that. He and Mary and I, over a beer, went on with our conversation and I asked Mary how Jason was doing as a husband (I tend to go deep not wide), she said some of the spark had gone away, they have been married 10 years, and he agreed. I asked him if he remembered what it was like when they first met and how he pursued her and called her multiple times a day and couldn't wait to be with her and how she responded to his pursuit. He did and I said to Mary would you like to be with that guy again and she just lit up in the afternoon sun. I asked Mary if she remembered how she used to "responded" to him when he pursued? She said "oh I used to be pretty wild with him". I said why do you say "used to". "Oh, I am just not like that anymore", Mary answered. I asked, why? No answer, I said you still are, IF you want to be. I suggested that she had made to many agreements about who she is now. It was a wonderful, rich and deep conversation, I have no clue if God through me was able to make a difference in their lives that day but I know that they are looking at each other differently and looking at God differently. I learned that people want to "go there" if you do. I think humans have a desire and an openness to God, to Jesus. I think as believers we keep our faith undercover unless we feel really comfortable sharing it or if we are in a "place" we "aren't" supposed to be. Jesus was always in places he wasn't supposed to be, sharing the Fathers love. I also discovered that people who have a couple beers in them are more open as well!
God is everywhere folks, Cubs games, pubs, church, etc. He resides in you as a believer and wherever you take Him and share Him with others you are doing your part for the Kingdom...
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